A Movie Based On True Story That Affected Me The Most

Okay. That's it. Truthfully, I have been wondering about 'the movie which affected me the most' for quite sometimes that I had almost drowned into my own dreams when suddenly dad came and asked :

"Hey, what's with the gloomy face?"

Well, I could not really answered his questions yet I stretched my lips for 3mm which was equivalent to a smile - deep inside me, I would love to express every single thing that I have been experiencing and I would like to confess how guilty I was towards everyone for being the reason why our vacation was cancelled. 

Few minutes has passed but dad was still there at the same spot, looking at me straight in the eyes. God. I was caught red handed. He knew that I had actually got a lot of things playing in my mind and that he was expecting me to share with him like I used to.

By the way, yes! I used to share my problems with him and to be honest I am closer to dad. He is the one whom I could talk to till late at night and he is the one who always keep my spirit high. When I am about to lose hope, he would come and motivated me like a pro. And of course, he never make me disappointed.

Back in the passed, it was hard for me to even say 'Dad, I love you' but then there was a reality show - The Return of Superman which encouraged me to do so. 

"This is not a movie but this is really a true story that affected me the most"

The show highlighted the bond between dads and their kids and trust me it was fantastic. When I first watched the show, I was touched as all dads were struggling to take care of their growing up kids.(and that is the moment when I started to realize that my dad had done the same)

Several Korean male celebrities including Choo Sung Hoon, Lee Hwijae and Song Il Gook had joined the show. 

The above scenes prove that Choo Sung Hoon was having a hard time handling his three years old daughter alone. He barely sit to enjoy his meals as Choo Sarang kept on requesting for various type of foods. He said it was tiring but still he won't let his kid disappointed because for him, Choo Sarang is everything.

Then, there was Lee Hwi Jae who had to take care of his twin sons ; Lee Seoun and Lee Seo Jun. If I am not mistaken, he joined this reality show ever since his kids were eight months. And of course it won't be easy to take care of the newborn babies but surprisingly Lee Hwi Jae did it! (without help from his wife) On the other hand, he also managed to feed and bathe the twins on his own. Therefore, I am sure he deserves the tittle 'Superman'.

For some people, raising up twins would be ordinary but how would they react if there was a dad who had to take care of his triplet sons alone? Well, at first I thought it might be impossible but then Song Il Gook proves me wrong. He did it. He did raise his triplet sons (Daehan, Minguk and Manse) on his own.

However, I bet that won't be an easy task. God. Il Gook had to be very cautious and stay alerted with his kids whereabouts. Eventually, this reminded me the moment when he was at the park with the triplets and it was a total chaos! The triplets were separating and heading towards three different ways on their own which as a result, Il Gook used cookies as bribes to keep them together.

So yes, the show really affected me. I can't get over it and slowly I started to realize that all dads deserve to be called as 'Superman' since they are very protective. Therefore, don't simply take our dads for granted or assumed that they never care about us just because they rarely at home. 

P/S : Please be noted that the triplets have done filming for this show and their last episode might be aired before / on February. - Song Ill Gook's Intagram

How Your Life Would Be Different If You Are Losing Your Memory Completely

Back then I used to questioned myself ; How would my life be different if I am losing my memory completely? How would I react if I wake up in a bedroom, thinking I am a pathetic eighteen years who is having a disastrous student's life when suddenly I looked at the mirror and realize, it is six years later! - I am actually twenty four years old, my hairs are straight and I am currently doing my houseman-ship at neurology department of John Hopkins Hospital! 

Okay, this is kinda serious and a bit ridiculous but nevermind. I need to just go with the flow. Let alone the memories of my past which I don't remember and focus to lead a better future. Well, remember! Not all memories are meant to be cherish forever. Trust me. On the other hand, I bet this would be one of the best parts in my life as I can be whoever I wanted to be and of course I won't let this chance slip away.

Therefore, if I ever happened to lose my memory completely, I will ;

1) Change my name as a fresh start and acted like a new person. At the same time, maybe I should consider to named myself the same as my favourite celebrity's - how cool!

2) Change my appearance and fashions. I mean, instead of wearing the same boring attires, I should have try to wear exclusive suit designed by famous designers - or at the very least, I will wear something up-to-date. 

3) Not having appointments with psychiatrist as I don't think I would like to recall my past memories. Well, just let bygones be bygones. It would be better.

4) Find new partner. Well, for someone who is losing her/his memory, I am sure I won't even remember my previous partner but that is not a big deal. I can choose either to stay with him/her or simply find a new one. 

5) Asked help from someone to investigate what had actually happened that caused me to lose my memory. If it is proven that I involved in an accident, i guess it is the right time to claim for the insurance and enjoy the money! 

6) Asked for a year leave with salary ( if I happened to have a job) and went to enjoy my new happy life with my new favorite person. Well, I am sure no one will get mad on me at that time instead they will try their best to help me gain my memories - which I don't want to remember.

7) Destroy all my past records ; medical report, albums, diaries and such because I really don't want to remember any of them. I don't want to remember who was my enemy, my first crush and what are the most embarrassing moments I have ever experienced. God.

8) Asked for forgiveness from my parents for my past stupid actions without feeling any embarrassment because I am not sure what happened in the past. So, all I have to do is pleading innocently.

9) Enjoy living while making messes, sometimes, because I believe at the end of the day, no one would put the blame on me. In another words, I think this is the time when I can try to do something extraordinary without losing my pride - maybe I could even try to upgrade the rice cooker into bombs! - But I hope i won't ended up being admit to a mental hospital!

10) Become more dependent towards person whom I trusted the most - parents and family. I am not sure if this is actually an opportunity for me to reconcile with everyone but if yes! I won't take it for granted. 

Bare in mind that when a person is losing his/her past memories, it does not simply mean that a person is crazy or insane. Sometimes, they lose their memories as a result of being traumatic or phobia towards incidents and sometimes they even lose their memories because of suffering a great pain of pressure and stress.